That’s usually what couples say to one another while making up after a fight or argument, but since we’re in a gray zone where it’s more than like and less than love, where it’s hard to explain and I don’t really know how to describe it, I’ll just say “I’m sorry, I [insert extremely positive and heart-warming emotions and feelings here] you.”
I know that I have been very difficult these past few days, and it has brought you great distress, but I hope you could understand that it hasn’t really been easy on me either. I feel distanced and disconnected from you now more than ever before, and it scares me. I am but a mere human still trying to find my way in the dark of my own intense and versatile emotions, and without you by my side, the light at the end of the tunnel seems even harder to grasp.
I won’t give up, though. I want you to know that you are precious to me, and I want to make us work; that no matter how mad I am, or how crazy I get, at the end of the day, it’s still your arms I want to return to, because you are my safe haven; that I feel so blessed and lucky to have you in my life, and to be in yours.
So, happy new year, my Jellybean. I hope this will be a great year for us, and the start of many more to come. I [more than words] you 🙂
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Helena Chou 